The Newest Children’s Book

You are So Special TeaserHere is a little teaser for the next book that shall be releasing soon! I am quite excited about this fourth title I was blessed to illustrate for Barbara Poor!

This one took me 7 months. I am praying that it makes little children smile.  I absolutely loved illustrating this one.  Barbara is such an incredible author, poet, and lyricist. She never ceased to amaze me with her unending talents! Stay tuned for more.  Those who follow me on Patreon have had a greater behind the scenes tour of this and all of the books I have illustrated.  If you think that sounds like something you would be into, be sure to follow me on Patreon.  It comes with tons of perks.  You can check it out here.


Creating -and actually using- Watercolor Paints (Part One)

Creating –and actually using– Watercolor Paints

(Part One)

This is a two part post.  In this first part, I will show and tell you how we decided to make our own watercolor paints.

The second part will be how to create a portable watercolor pan set to carry with you or to give as a gift.

Recently, I saw a video on Facebook that touted how easy it was to create your own watercolor paints.  As an artist, I spend way too much money on supplies.  Water color pans can be outrageously over-priced.  The idea of being able to actually make my own thrilled me.  This happened to coincide with Kira’s sudden interest in using watercolor paints, as well.  I began my search on the internet to find the easiest recipes I could find for safe, non toxic, and simple watercolor home-made paints.  Bare in mind, our results are far from professional grade paints, but for the purposes of what we wanted to do, they were perfect!

With a few simple ingredients, you can make watercolor paints while also making a fun science experiment!  Kira LOVES all things science, so we had a blast with this. Please note, there are actually hundreds of recipes out there for this.  It is really up to you which to  choose.  We went with the following ingredients because they were easy to obtain and Kira has been wanting to do an experiment where a liquid acts like a solid for a while now.

We used 4 tablespoons of baking soda

Kira measuring the baking soda


2 Tablespoons of white vinegar

Kira measuring vinegar

Half a teaspoon of light corn syrup

Kira measuring corn syrup

2 Tablespoons of corn starch

Kira measuring corn starch

Before the next step of adding the food coloring, we decided to play! We enjoyed touching and playing with the liquid that acts like a solid!!!

And finally, food coloring.  We used several drops to form the colors.  You can add as little or as much as you need for the desired color.  Bare in mind, the paints will dry significantly lighter than they first look after mixing them!

Kira adding color

We used basic toothpicks to blend the color.

Kira proudly displays the finished product!

Dry time will vary depending on your home’s temperature, the amount of food coloring, and the container you use to store your paint.  We used a mini ice cube tray that came with the mini fridge that  I use to store my insulin in. This was the perfect size for the measurements I have listed above.  If you are using a larger container, I suggest doubling the size of each ingredient.  Ours took about 32 hours to fully dry.  Once dried, they look powdery.

Ready to paint!

We grabbed our watercolor paper and were ready to begin!

Kira showing her work
My finished piece

We had a blast making and painting with these water color paints.  The texture is a bit gritty and hardly professional, as I stated previously.  However, as a fun and educational art lesson, these were perfect.  We are now prepared to make professional grade watercolor paints once we have used these up entirely.

Please see part two of this post (coming soon, link will be here) to see how to create a portable watercolor pan container to tote your paints or to give as a gift.



Welcoming May

Is it only me, or is anyone else also finding it hard to believe that this year is nearly half way over? I think time has somehow sped up. I hear it goes faster the older you get, and with this pace, it has me envisioning that soon a year will feel like a day used to. I swear it was just February.

With summer rapidly encroaching, the temperatures are drastically increasing.  Gone are the days of doors and windows open and enjoying the beautiful breezes.  Only to be replaced with hiding indoors with the house sealed up like a drum and the ac running full blast!  Oh, how I miss my pool; which reminds me, hurricane season will be here shortly as well.  Remind me again why people love Florida?

I have ten million (yes, I am absolutely exaggerating) projects running at once here.  From gun powder art to virtual sculpting.  It seems my art projects are as disorganized as my thoughts lately.  I have so very many things I want to complete yet seldom seem to find the adequate time to do so!

Here are a few of the artistic projects I am amidst presently.  Eventually I will complete something, maybe!

This is *Prismatic Lepidote* The Wayward Discus Fish, a part of my Wayward Critter Series. This series combines artistic creations in multiple mediums from digital to hand-painted characters of a surreal nature.

This is a peek into the next book I am amidst illustrating for the incredibly talented Barbara Poor.  I am quite honored to be working with her once again; this will be our fourth title together!

I have begun hand painting cameo style pendants that will feature my original lowbrow characters.

Here are just two of the many virtual reality sculptures I am amidst creating. They will be included in my Wayward Critter Series once they have been completed.

This is another virtual reality venture.  This one has a steeper learning curve, as you can see.

Here are two of the paintings I am currently working on.

As you can see, I have quite a bit going on at once, and this is not everything.  There is much, much more. Stay tuned to for a post on making water color paints and painting with them!

In the interim, I am off for now to try and actually finish something, if anything, that I have started!

Sculpting Virtually

I may have previously mentioned sculpting and art within virtual reality, I do not remember if I have. Another fun health issue, my ever failing memory.  I combed my previous posts and did not site one addressing this, and as it is one the mediums I seem to be adoring the most as of late, I would be remiss to not mention it.

The above is a quick burst of some of the sculpting I have been trying to learn in Virtual Reality.

When I first tried VR a while ago, it was on a unit that went with my cell phone.  The VR Gear from Oculus, designed specifically for Samsung.  I knew the minute I “stepped in” that I would be hooked.

Many moons ago,  (1995 to be specific) I fell in love with a television show called VR5*.  The concept behind this show truly drew me in. Once the show stopped airing, my fascination remained.

Fast forward to 2015, a friend tagged me in on a post via Facebook.  The post showed someone immersed in a virtual reality scene and drawing all around them.  I swear to you, my heart stopped.  My eyes filled with tears.  Okay, even now as I am typing this, I am welling up with tears.  I really cannot explain to you the feeling.  It was just incredible. I knew I HAD to have this.

When it was time to replace our cell phones, I was surprised to see that as a bonus, the company was offering the choice of either the VR kit or an expanded memory card.  My husband chose the expanded memory card and I, obviously chose the VR. Thankfully, later my husband gave me the memory card too as between the VR and my propensity to take pictures of everything and everything I needed it.

When the kit arrived, I dove right in.  I was a bit gutted to then realize the art program I was tagged on earlier was not available on the phone based VR.  I was shattered.  Okay, that is a bit dramatic, I wasn’t shattered, but I was a bit saddened.  Nonetheless, the fact that this amazing device made everything look better to my failing eyes was amazing.  Plus, well, I am a gamer, so I got straight on that aspect and began playing non stop.

Suddenly, I started reading more and more about the virtual art.  I found one app that actually did work on the set I had.  Sadly, it was just not as intuitive as those I was seeing advertised and boasted about.

My husband is an amazing man.  He is not an art fan, whatsoever. However, he has always been extremely supportive of me and my career and the many financial burdens it places on us as a family.  Let’s face it, artistry and illustration is hardly lucrative. Nonetheless, he has never once suggested it is a burden. So, it should be no surprise that he went in head first and purchased me the full system needed to use Oculus Rift. Though my computer was not that old at the time, it certainly lacked a lot that was the required minimum to run a Virtual Reality system. As if the system itself alone weren’t expensive enough, this required a brand new computer and monitor. Did I mention he is amazing already?

It has been a love affair ever since.  I do not manage to do art and sculpt nearly as often as I would like to enable myself the time needed to learn it all.  However, for now as I am amidst normal day to day chores, home schooling my beautiful teenager, and illustrating children’s picture books, I realize any time at all to do anything else at all is precious!

My eye sight is worsening and I missed my last appointment and must reschedule it soon.  I fear I may not be able to achieve all I would like via VR as if I cannot see, that will be something I absolutely cannot do.

To see my sculpting progress please feel free to follow my Oculus Gallery.

You can also subscribe to my YouTube Channel. For now, I am not publishing sculpting videos, I hope to once I learn more.


My first attempt at sculpting.



 This is supposed to be a love monster.


 Tried making a lighthouse.

*To learn more about VR5 please visit it’s Wikipedia Page or the IMDB Page. Episodes are also available on YouTube.


A quick little post wishing everyone a blessed March.  Hard to believe we are already passed the middle of the third month into 2018.  I swear, the older I get the faster time flies!

Here are a couple of my March doodles.  Once celebrates today, St. Patrick’s Day, the other for Pi day, March 14.

pi st pattys day

I Am Excited!!!!

new curly

I am beyond excited to announce that I am presently amidst illustrations for a fourth children’s book written by the incredibly talented Barbara Poor!
It is an honor to be allowed to illustrate for Barbara once again. Her stories inspire my inner creativity and help me grow immensely as an illustrator. Barbara is always kind and goes above and beyond in all that she does. I am incredibly grateful for this opportunity and look forward to this new artistic adventure with her. Stay tuned for more!

Knowing When To Say When

This is a look into being an illustrator.  I know many people think, “Gee, coloring for a living is so easy, I would love to sit around and do nothing all day but color and create!”

Okay folks, wake up. It does NOT work that way. In fact, if it did, don’t you think EVERYONE would be doing it???? I mean, let’s face it, art is interpretive, so you would not even have to be good at art to do it.  Eventually, someone likes something about everyone’s art. I hear many people question abstract art or the beauty in pieces by Dali. Art is objective, and beauty lies in the beholder.

At times, it seems everyone is suddenly an artist. I have heard so many people say, “Oh, I left art for a time, but came back to it.” I did not know you could leave art.  For me, art has ALWAYS been a passion.  I could never stop, not even if I wanted to.  When I see someone suddenly call themselves an artist when they have neither put the time or pain into it, well, I do get extremely annoyed. Especially if they charge prices for their work as though they have been established for years.  Suddenly, with the digital age, everyone believes they are an artist or a photographer.  This is paramount to auto-tune making everyone a great singer. Having said that, I will now become a complete hypocrite and say this…. I am glad that people are showing an interest in art.  It seems as though art has become a dying form.  Suddenly, families having wine and painting with complete strangers is a cool and hip thing to do.  I actually love this.  What I do not love, though, is when established artists are taken for granted because novices are unbalancing the playing field.  Imagine that you are at work. Now, I want you to imagine that you have been doing this job your ENTIRE life. One day, a new person is hired. This person has a few years of part-time experience in the profession.  This new hire does not know everything about your industry. This new hire is not proficient at their job description, and although their work is decent, it is up to interpretation.  Imagine you see their work as lazy and sub par.  Now imagine that they are getting paid MORE than you but they work less hours. They do less, make more, and what they do isn’t even remotely comparable to what you do.  I know, it sounds petty and extremely immature. Yet, this is how I feel some days.  I am starting to see why they say artists are sociopaths.  I am not mercenary. I actually love creating art and watching my creations evoke emotions in others, especially children.  A smile is the best payment for my work.

Having said all this, there comes a point when you must know when to say when.

As an illustrator, I have been quite fortunate and have had a steady flow of work.  Hardly lucrative, but work nonetheless. A couple of years ago, I was approached about illustrating a series.  At the time, this sounded like a wonderful adventure to me.  The sample story I was provided was simple.  The author wanted a simplistic 80’s style cartoon type illustration. In other words, the easiest art form of all.  The basics.  It seemed too good to be true,  to have my name associated with a series! I had worked with the company producing the series previously. Although a new company, they seemed to have great potential.  Sadly, the two works I had done with this company before had lack luster sales. I attributed it to the editing, and, moving forward, ensured any books I worked on after were as perfectly edited as possible.  As a home school educator, I know how important editing is.  What parent wants an erroneous book for their child? Plus, no libraries would even accept the books because of the horrific mistakes. It served as a valuable lesson.  I learned early on that there was a bit more than just illustrating involved in what I could allow my name to be associated with. Tied to the hopes that this company had a new editor, I was excited.  Then the first proof came. Nothing had changed; the errors were unsurmountable. Due to an illness of the author, however, I was in charge of approving the edits.  I submitted my editing concerns and believed they would be rectified. Sadly, the book itself, post production, was never properly edited.  Now here is a little tid-bit I forgot to share: my contract stated I was to have the illustrations for the first two books of this series to be submitted no later than November 2016.  I not only met that deadline, but exceeded it.  I submitted both fully by August 2016. Flash forward to today. One of the two titles was published.  As I stated, it was horribly edited.  It is now MARCH 2018 and I was still amidst a battle with the editors and formatters.  The errors were many.  The biggest issues were oxford commas.  It seemed that no commas were being used, and especially not the oxford comma.  Add to this “their” was spelled wrong, as were other words.  When I addressed these issues and the fact that one specific illustration was shown several times, when it was not supposed to be, as well as many being out of order, I was told the editor was fired and a new one was being trained.  I was also told all issues would be addressed to my satisfaction. The new editor/formatter kept constant email contact.  This was quite rare, as, previously, months would pass before my messages were responded to. It seemed I was the only one on a deadline. It was a refreshing change. It left me feeling hopeful that maybe this time around something different would happen. Then, when it came time to receive word, I was told their was an problem with production. It was late as they had computer issues.  This was nothing new; this actually was the same exact reason I was given previously about the first story. So, an app had an update and the app was no longer usable or something line that. Okay, so I do book editing and formatting for a company I work for. I am proud to say that on  many books I have illustrated, I have also served as the formatter and editor.  Keep this in mind. So when I was told it was an app, I was confused.  There is an app for that? I use programs on my computer, not apps.  I also do not worry about updates because I always have backups of my original software.  I honestly felt old and stupid.  I was unaware people who were professionals used apps.  I always use professional software. Nonetheless, I gave them the benefit of the doubt again…..on this editing……that they had been working on…..since AUGUST OF 2016.  This 25 paged picture book with 283 words.  By way of comparison, within the time frame of them trying to sort the editing and formatting of this story, I fully formatted, edited, and illustrated 3 other books all by myself.  One was even during a hurricane, when I had no electricity and had to use a generator for my computer and use my cellphone to upload the book to the printers. I do understand that their company had other books they may have been working on. Yet, I did 3 by myself, and they have a full staff? My patience was wearing thin, to say the least. The new editor/formatter spent hours trying to send me the newest proof.  Evidently One Drive was giving her problems.  After half a day, finally someone else within the company managed to get this proof to me.  When it arrived, it had not addressed any of my concerns.  I was told it was the app’s fault.  They were using unfamiliar programs now. I asked why one of my illustrations appeared to be scribbled on and was told they did that to stretch the image.  I have NO clue what that even means! So not only were there errors, now my art was, in my eyes, contaminated.  I am a stickler for English.  When someone says, I gets mad instead of I get mad, or I will get mad…..well, I do get mad.  It is improper.  There is no verb subject agreement.  It is WRONG. Their is their.  It is NOT thier! Even as I type this it keeps changing the spelling of it AUTOMATICALLY. Then yowled, it is spelled yowled not yowelled. I asked how the app messed these issues up yet again.  My response came swiftly and rudely.  I was suddenly informed this was to be a Canadian edit.  And in Canada they spell things that way.  Oh, and Yowelled was recently changed in the dictionary.  Wait, what?????? Okay, doubting myself, I went and grabbed a dictionary from 1960.  Nope, no yowelled in there. The chief editor stated verb subject agreement is not an issue in Canada! How can I argue with a chief editor on Canadian linguistics or grammar?

But HOLD ON A SECOND! It is March 2018.  I was told to address my concerns and that if there were issues I must let them know, or I could not complain once it was produced. I had been addressing these issues since the previous book was in the stages prior to publishing. Yet, only NOW in 2018, two years later, I am being told this is a Canadian Edit? I suddenly understood why they were having zero sales and why the CEO was considering closing the company completely. How could you not inform me of this before? And how low on that totem pole am I? I mean, you cannot add a comma but you can scribble on my art? This went from a letter that stipulated I was fully in charge of decisions and the only one receiving royalties to this?  Some one somewhere was either wanting me out or these people are trying to run a production company all wrong.  Either way, I decided it was time to politely walk away.  Thank GOD my contract allowed me to do so.  To make matters worse, I had just sent them the illustrations for the third title in the series.  That made three full books of illustrations all for not.  Back to the beginning of this, and coloring all day.  I have neuropathy, arthritis and fibromyalgia.  These three ailments combined make being an artist extremely difficult.  I also have glaucoma, retinopathy and cataracts.  I have had one eye operated on for cataracts but it sadly is worse post op.  Seeing is hard.  This makes doing what I love EXTREMELY difficult as I am not on pain medicine.  I am one of those (we are rare) who pain medicine does not work on.  Not kidding, they have tried everything on me.  I manage my pain by managing my time doing my job as best I can.  So, you can certainly realize that these three books of illustrations not only cost me time but a LOT of pain.  I have made ZERO from this production company on the book that was published.  As a matter of fact, in all the years (5 years) that I have been doing work for this company, I have made a grand total of, are you ready? $58.44 That includes the two books that are still in circulation.  For the record, a bulk of that came from the company’s owner who purchases copies to bring to trade shows. I make more on one commission than I have from them in 5 years. So, as you see, I do it for the love, not the money.

I have been told for years now to not accept work from this company. It was actually a very hard decision for me to walk away from this project. There are other factors and things that have transpired that I have not mentioned as I do not wish to insult this company publicly in any way. Amidst the proofing of the first title of the series, the production company actually asked me if I would be willing to publish the series or if the other company I work with would.  I guess that was my first indication that things were amiss.  My husband and daughter are extremely grateful that I have stopped working on this project.  I had high hopes for the series, actually.  It is a shame that the author would not allow an edit to include all readers…if that is even true.  It seemed so….well, odd. I will believe that they just wanted me out,  as I am too picky on spelling and grammar and maybe my art is just not what they like.  I know it wasn’t because my price was too high!  I now have three books worth of illustrations that I own the copyright to.  I plan on making good use of them too…..maybe.

I started art before I could hold a crayon.  Without going into graphic detail, as an infant in diapers, I would scribble on walls using what ever I could find, much to my Mother’s dismay. I am passionate about what I do and  I take it seriously. I can do hyper realism and make something look like a photograph, but I choose not to.  I like to create, not recreate.  Perhaps that is why I fell into illustrating children’s books in the first place.  I am forever grateful to the two school classmates who pushed me into illustrating.  They kept telling me I should get paid for what I was doing all of the time anyway.  The pay meant nothing; however. seeing people enjoy my art, that means everything.  Over the years, I have been hurt many times with art.  Everyone is a critic! I have had beautiful compliments paid about my work and then the same one who complimented my work turn around and insult it. Perhaps the best thing about being an artist is this, it allows you to learn and grow continually.  There is never a peak to learning in art.  There is always opportunity to see more, learn more, and grow.